By G.R. Nanda

Nickel stood on the rocky orange terrain of his dream amongst a gentle breeze of orange air caressing his hair. He wasn’t wearing his body-suit. Instead, he was adorning the night clothes he slept in on the Eagle: thin woolen pajamas. The sleeves of his shirt and his pants fluttered in the wind.
His bare feet were caked in gravel, but it was soft and the particles were miniscule. Instead of stabbing him, they were small pin-pricks against his naked soles.
“Over the canyons……….,” sang a lithe female voice from far off in the distance, loud and clear. The echoes of her voice murmured around Nickel. “Come the men with the loud guns………”
Suddenly, the wind picked up, howling and searing Nickel’s skin.
“Coming for loved ones…..” The sound of cracks pierced the air. Quick spurts of chaos sounded, followed by whistlings and roarings. There were the sounds of crashes and booms. Nickel realized that he was listening to gunfire.
“Over the canyons………” repeated the lady. A streak of jet black shot through the fog, whizzing past Nickel’s left ear. He saw thin black streaks across his vision shoot away from him over the landscape.
“Lies a hell with machine guns.” There were crashes behind Nickel, louder than before. He whirled around to see bright flashes at the ground followed by rising clouds of dust. There were more cracks, louder than before just as the crashes were. Nickel ran as fast as he could and moved in as much of a varying direction as he could. He zigged and zagged. Every time he heard a black streak whizz past his right ear, he ran to the left. He moved so rapidly that he was able to dodge the firing. Every time a shot reached his vicinity, whistling and pummeling against the thick air from behind, Nickel squatted or leaned in whatever direction he felt like was away from the ammo. But as the cracks and whistling streaks got louder and quicker, Nickel began to feel helpless. There were black streaks all around him.
Ahead of him, many explosions occurred, blowing up the earth and sending dark chunks of it into the orange fog. Nickel hunched over and ran faster through the combustion and frenzy.
“Over the canyons,” sang the woman. A streak zoomed from behind and grazed Nickel’s left leg, skimming across the side of his calf. He shrieked and a burning wound opened itself up in his leg. His head buzzed and his eyes swarmed with tears.
“Watch the boy, he runs…………..” Upon hearing those words, Nickel saw himself running in his mind. Running fast and without inhibition. A streak chugging through the orange while blood seeped out of his calf.
He was moving speedily once again. The image became reality. He jerked his muscles back and forth, ignoring the pain coursing through his body, the burning sensation and throbbing in his calf and his buzzing head.
While running, he thought of supressed memories, bobbing up in his consciousness. They confused him. Why are you popping up now? But most of all, they pained him.
Images flashed in his mind’s eye. Jeering military students at the aerial base: a group of teenage boys in crisp green uniforms, grinning and snickering at Nickel. He remembered standing before them in a locker room in a T-shirt and shorts. He remembered yelling at them. He remembered feeling hot, feeling angry and tears brimming in his eyelids. He remembered not wanting to cry in front of them.
Stop thinking about that! You’ve literally been shot! Just keep running!
Nickel remembered Calypso, the short girl a grade ahead of him at the regional high school. He remembered her long winding black hair. But he also remembered his rejection. He remembered the awkwardness and embarrassment.
“SHUT THE GLIBB UP!” Nickel screamed hoarsely. “You’re going to die……….” His face contorted in a sob. He felt trapped. He was reduced to his primal instincts to run from an imminent danger, yet his mind was preoccupied with the anxieties of a much simpler, much easier past. He would have traded any of those hurtful moments as a normal schoolboy in the homeland for running from gunfire in an unknown land. Yet the memories and their emotions haunted him. In what feeling did he truly belong? The dilemna was psychological torture.
“Da de de dum dum…….” sang the lady. Streaks of black fire sounded off behind Nickel. With all the energy he had left in him, he leaped forward as far as he could. The streaks exploded below him. Fire erupted at the ground and its flames licked his legs. He screamed in anguish as he felt the heat sear at his lower limbs.
He crashed onto the hard uneven rocky earth. Pebbles stuck onto his skin. He felt nothing in his legs.
I’m going to die, he thought. Yet, as those words passed over his mind, he felt the anguish dwindle, felt the pain recede. He only felt exhaustion. Lying on the ground provided some rest, even if clouds of rock and dust were billowing all around him.
Nickel’s cheeks were poked by pebbles. He tilted his head upwards and looked at the charred and dusty frame of a transport terminal standing in the distant orange, appearing as a dark red building. It consisted of a wide and cracked ramp with a huge jagged gap leading into a pavilion. On opposite ends of the pavilion were vestibules sticking out of the walls and into the open air. The walls were warped, jagged and just broken. Some vestibules were missing their upper halves.
Nickel turned his head and saw the wreckage of hovercrafts and cars, festering in the Desolate Plains of the Atlantic like withering metal bugs. He saw skeletons of old buildings and the long standing poles of electronic-communication receptors. He turned his head to the left and saw more of the same.
“Desolate plains………,” murmured the omnipresent singer. The wind howled loudly, pushing smoke and fire forward. Far off, the shell of a round car rolled in over the earth, pushed by the breeze, scraping rock and creaking loudly in its movement.
“Filled with anguish and wreckage……..” Tall figures in striking silver-plated armor appeared from behind the hovercrafts and cars. When the fog billowed in large swaths, their bright suits were reduced to a murky red. They pulled out long and skinny guns from behind their backs and aimed them at Nickel. The guns’ ends suddenly glowed a bright yellow and blinked one by one.
“Fire!” one of them shouted. Nickel was bombarded by black streaks.
“Motherless men……………” Nickel felt his body burning. A deadly heat swept through him until his nerves were too burnt to feel the flames eating at his entrails. “………. Fighting nature’s amends.” Nickel’s sight and his mind remained intact.
The heat seeped further into his flesh, continuing to burn his nerves, numbing him. He was in a void of burning light and combustion. His consciousness allowed him to feel one thing in a clear and constant definition: fear.
“…………… for the world they forgot to end.”
The light receded, leaving an enveloping curtain of black smoke. Nickel’s body slammed into the ground. He didn’t feel it. He only saw the rock of the earth open up from the smoke and slam into his face.
He rolled over, pushed by the wind. He saw a silver soldier emerge, obscured by the fog. The soldier fired his gun at Nickel, sending a streak of black onto him. The earth exploded around him. The combustion and the sudden forceful wind sent his burning body flying through the air.
Nickel shot through the pavilion. He saw the wrecked floor and cracked vestibules zoom past him. The winds swept him over the rocky earth and into a much darker fog. He was shooting upwards, a charred smoking and flaming body flying through a murky gas. He felt himself descend until he was pummeling downwards as air screamed in his ears.
“Festering down low………….” came the female singer’s voice, still immanent and loud, piercing through the swirling and roaring fog. From down below, brightly colored splotches of light appeared and disappeared in the red gas. “………Lie the depths of a blue globe.” Pinpricks of yellow appeared then blinked out of his view. Bright red blinked. Green blinked. Blue blinked. Blue exploded. Small pin pricks of red, green and yellow raced along the blue until everything died out, obscured by gas.
“……… Hosting ghosts of the present…….” The gas suddenly let up, losing its strength. Nickel knew that the windstorm was dying. The gas was lessening in thickness.
The lights from the depths of the canyon were coming into focus. Nickel saw the receding gas unravel an entire structure of lights down below. It was wide, sprawling and circular.
“Computer screen peasants………..”
Nickel could see the shape of the structure below. It was a round hemisphere encircling a part of the land lying at the dark depths of the canyon. An aura of blue light emanated from the dome.
Nickel’s body was so cold, flying through the air. The flames had been put out and now he just felt charred, cracked and steaming hot. The blur of the fog wasn’t as thick as before. He could see the domed structure clearly enough to discover that the dome was actually made up of many different structures. He saw large, curved, solid and clear plates of blue exterior sweeping around the sides of the man-made hemisphere. Swirling specks of shining red, blue, yellow and green danced around the glowing blue shell like a moving image of stars exploding across the cosmos. As Nickel descended he observed the fine intricacies of the shell. He saw that it consisted of suspended and disconnected pieces, all varying in luminescence. There were only warm spots that dotted the shell. At those spots a bright blue glowed and washed out over the exterior and receded into darker shades of blue. The moving dots of light coalesced, joining into shapes, images and patterns.
As he moved closer to the dome, he peered into the dome, in between the smooth plates. Inside of its ghostly luminescence, he saw images: Images of beautiful slender women baring their skin in small pieces of clothing. They were red-skinned, blue-skinned, grey-skinned, brown-skinned, pale-skinned, almond-skinned, pink-skinned, purple-skinned………………
They were luminescent and phantomlike. Most of all, they were fleeting. They exploded and so did all the other images that Nickel saw. He saw large solid skyscrapers held up by walls of violet amethyst and glass that glittered and dazzled in the light. As he moved downwards, Nickel lost sight of them as they disappeared in the blue luminescence seeping from between the plated exterior of the dome.
In the place of skyscrapers, Nickel saw mountain peaks. Their snow shimmered under a non-existent sun. Gone.
He saw beaches. The fine grains of sand glittered under the tropical blue sky before being swept away by a frothy tide of water. Gone. Time slowed down. The air was not as forceful around him as it was before.
He saw a castle made of craggy stone shooting upwards in crowned spires. The castle was floating over a lake where spiky balls frolicked, splashing and diving. Nickel realized they were sea urchins, bouncing off of the castle’s slimy bottom and pummeling into the water. Along the rim of the lake, pine trees slowly rustled in the wind. Gone.
Nickel saw himself mounted on a great muscly grey stallion as it coursed over a stumpy trail in the woods without faltering or tripping on the roots. Before it could finish neighing, it was gone. The air was no longer screaming or even whistling in Nickel’s ear. A second lasted eons.
Nickel saw a group of young females gracefully moving towards him. Seductively, moving towards him, vying for his embrace. Their skin glowed. He was close enough to them to see their collarbones, their hips, their smooth abdomens and their curling, winding, coursing, splashing, billowing, and bouncing locks of hair. Close enough to see the thin but winding cloth that concealed their nipples.
Before Nickel could touch any of them, they were gone.
“I promise milk and money…….”
Nickel was mere feet away from the shell of the dome. He could see that the speeding spots of light were glowing contraptions of dancing, singing and playing blue apparitions. Laserlike beams of reflected light shot horizontally across the circular contraptions. The avatars were all huddled together. Men and women. All smiling. They were swimming amongst each other, kissing each other. Dancing with each other. Playing with each other. However, before Nickel could observe any of them in detail, they had zoomed far away from him.
“Bow low and love. I know you are hungry……..Please-oh PLEASE come to me!”
Nickel slammed into one of the clear exterior plates of the dome. His eyes were blinded by bright light and his whole body coursed with an aching pain.
In seconds, he woke up in the tent he collapsed in. Where there had been an aching pain in his dreamworld, there was now an ease of tension throughout his body. However, he felt exhausted. He began to focus on the minute and larger details around him. One by one, they appeared in Nickel’s mind. The ragged sleeping sack he was in. He noticed how it was peeling away at the edges. The papery walls of the tent gently fluttered. It was no longer storming outside. On the side of the tent was the wooden crate, closed. Squatting next to him were Steve and Farrul, weak and withered. Their staring eyes were red with streaks of blood and heavy bags hung under them.
Farrul was shivering behind Steve. Flakes of crystallized ice hung on his chapped skin.
Nickel sighed. He could recognize the world around him. He began to close his eyes.
“No, quick!” Nickel heard Farrul shout. Steve slapped Nickel’s face, forcing his eyes open. Heat seeped into his face. “Tell us what you saw!” growled Steve. “Before you forget, what did you see in dreamworld?”