By G.R. Nanda

Nickel curled himself further inwards. He opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling. It was dark. The edges were the only parts illuminated enough to reveal the brown color.
“I don’t want to have to do anything with you or anyone here,” said Nickel. “Sorry, but we have to leave this place and get to a place called Hedonim. It’s a city where we can find a cargo transport to get to the mainland of America.”
“We?” questioned Elder Hawk. Nickel looked at her quizzical face and opened his mouth to respond, but nothing came out.
Damn it, he thought. He didn’t know if betraying the reality of his company would harm Steve or Farrul.
“The instruments of fate brought you and your friends here from the Past World.”
Past World? thought Nickel.
“I don’t understand,” he said. “I’m not from the past. I’m……….from now. Modern times. I was born in America on November 18th, 2183.”
“The Atlantic tribe exists in a reality outside of the one you come from,” said Elder Hawk. “We live in the world of the god Great Father Hawk. We’re descended from people just like you, who crashed here on a Past World vehicle. They went through hard times, trying to survive here on whatever they could use. Many died. Some killed themselves. We were headed downhill until we discovered the sustenance of the hawk. It gave us life- a main staple for an invigorating diet. We no longer had to rely on depleting starch from the hovercraft and measly kupernacle plants. We ate from the hawk and drank from the moisture of the kupernacle. As you know, these plains aren’t completely empty. Stragglers did come by now and then- just not on ginormous vehicles like yours. We learned of the acht-chi. It connected us further to the sustenance of the hawk. It brought us closer in hunting the hawk. Great Father Hawk spoke to us. We left the Past World of technology and entered the New World of the hawk.”
“So it was the acht-chi?” said Nickel.
“What was the acht-chi?” said Elder Hawk.
“All of that,” said Nickel. “The hawk worshipping. The religion”
“The acht-chi is not our religion. The acht-chi is our gateway to our religion- to Father Hawk.”
“What’s stopping you from returning to my world- returning to the Past World?” asked Nickel.
“An enlightenment has sealed us off from the Past World,” said Elder Hawk. “Our forebears hailed from the American civilization. They lived with science and technology so much that it corrupted them Their psyches and souls were unsatisfied. Their crash into the Desolate Plains of the Atlantic was the best and worst thing that happened to them. Here, through the hunt of the hawk, they made a new more enlightened way of life for themselves- one that was more connected to nature.”
“That’s all great,” said Nickel, “but I don’t know what you all want from me.”
“You have entered our dominion,” said Elder Hawk. “If you cooperate, our dominion could give you hospice.”
“Yeah, actually, we could probably use some help,” said Nickel. He brought his knees to his chest and lay against the basin. He made sure to keep his head forward, away from the swirling water. “My friends and I don’t have any clear ideas about what’s around here in the Desolate Plains of the Atlantic or exactly how to get to Hedonim.”
“Hedonim,” whispered Elder Hawk, slowly- mincing on the name. “Why must you and your friends travel to that accursed hub of filthy entertainment?” She frowned.
“We’re not going to stay,” said Nickel. “Our hovercraft is running out of fuel and like I said before, we’re looking for transportation, so we’re going to hitch a cargo transport.”
“Hedonim means many things to my people,” said Elder Hawk. “I myself see it as nothing more than everything we were glad to leave behind in the Past World. There are some people here who have taken an interest in Hedonim. These plains are a dangerous place, Nickel. I’ll let you know that most of our newborns don’t make it past the age of 14. Those who do will embark on a second initiation rite.”
“What does this have to do with Hedonim?” said Nickel. He quickly added, “although, I do understand why your mortality is important to tell me-.”
“There was a second hovercraft crash,” said Elder Hawk. “A couple of years after the first. The people onboard spoke English and they were from Canada. They had come in from the opposite direction of the first hovercraft, They had come from the East. They had seen much of Hedonim because they had made a stop there for digital replication repair.”
“They joined our cause- our way of life. They joined Great Father Hawk in the hunt he had laid out for all of our generations.”
“You see, even though we’ve all worked together very hard to maintain our sustenance and keep this tribe running, we have our share of discord. No one completely forgets the Past World. It stays- the memories. They lose their vitality and their flavor diminishes, but you still remember.”
“People from the second crash remembered Hedonim. To most, it was just another technological contraption from the corrupted Past World. However, some were enticed by Hedonim. He-Hawk and She-hawk have ultimate control here. Even over me. I can only advise.”
“But He-Hawk and She-hawk can’t control what we see in the acht-chi. Only Great Father Hawk can see to that.”
“For some, Hedonim appeared during acht-chi labors. They said the hawks flew in its direction. Those original few from the second crash passed away , but their word was passed on to the next generations. Once the seeds were planted in their minds, acht-chi dreams nurtured the seeds.”
“Great Father Hawk wants us to broaden our horizons and see as much as the hawk can. Therefore, we send young adults on a third initiation rite to become directors and leaders of the tribe. We send them on mission quests to foray outside the tribe’s limits to prove worthiness in survival. They must use their dreams- their acht-chi dreams from their whole lives –to guide them outside. They’ll look for what they’ve seen in their slumber. They pass the test if they return safely with new knowledge to share with the tribe. This knowledge usually helps us with hunting schedules and routes as well as predicting weather.”
“Boy, something you must know is that many youths have been sent out and died. But every single one who’s returned has found a new refuge in their tribe. Their dangerous expedition has made them appreciate the way of Father Hawk.”
“Something else you must know is that every single one of them was given the option to leave the tribe in their expedition.”
“I understand-,” said Nickel, “or I think I can sort of understand what your tribe is all about. In fact, I think I understand why your tribe exists and why you do the things you do.”
“Your tribe’s way of life sounds better than a lot of the ways of my past world in the American military base. My life felt too industrial and scientific.”
“Hedonim is the most industrial thing in the Desolate Plains of the Atlantic,” said Elder Hawk. “Yet some of the tribespeople have wanted to look for Hedonim even after their mission quests.”
“The acht-chi is mysterious. It is beyond my control or the control of any living person. At least any living person from my tribe. The dreamsphere of the acht-chi usually binds my tribespeople together. That is, unless one is motivated by his or her own unique dream visions. For we all see different things in the dreamsphere.”
“I know,” said Nickel. He stood up and directly faced Elder Hawk. “I’ve partaken in the acht-chi.” Elder Hawk’s eyes widened. “When I fell asleep from exhaustion, I had a dream vision. It was a scene. I was in my body and I saw everything from the perspective of my body.”
“What about the friends you say are here?” asked Elder Hawk.
“They told me they’d been seeing differently for a long time,” said Nickel. “They would see different parts of these plains, but they were all close to a place they thought was Hedonim. I dreamed once and dreamed I was being fired at by people in silver suits. I fell over a cliff and onto the surface of Hedonim. I saw many things inside it and the whole time, a woman I couldn’t see was singing to me.”
Elder Haw’s mouth was firmly closed for a while.
“Is that dream the reason you have come here?” she asked quietly.
Nickel’s lips opened a crack, but he didn’t speak immediately.
“Yes,” he said. “My friends, Steve and Farrul- they thought that Hedonim might exist. They weren’t entirely sure. But when I told them my dream, they knew what I was talking about was Hedonim. Steve was convinced that it was real and that our dreams collectively made a whole picture showing a way to Hedonim. Steve believed I was the key. We were determined to leave on my hovercraft, using the little fuel I had left to make it to Hedonim.”
“Our paths unite,” said Elder Hawk. She walked towards Nickel, cocked her head and frowned. “But our intentions and values contradict. We are notably united. Only in the acht-chi do we share vision.”
“I mean,” started Nickel. “Part of me thinks this is all some hokey-pokey primitive religion and culture of yours, but I feel like it has real value here- in the Desolate Plains of the Atlantic. I don’t understand what it is, but I’m attracted to your way of life.”
Elder Hawk laughed.
“I’m sure our hokey-pokey primitivity can be of some assistance. The truth is that you’re hokey-pokey to me. When I listen to you, I hear objective talk from a world and its science that I’ve left too long ago for me to understand.”
“The truth is,” said Nickel, “I’m attracted to your spiritual life. I don’t think there’s much spirituality for us deserters stranded in the Desolate Plains of the Atlantic. Other than the acht-chi, I guess. The gas here blinds us, but the acht-chi- provides a way to see past the curtain- the curtain of orange. But the acht-chi and the dreams are so wild and they just feel……..untamed.
Elder Hawk tilted her head upwards and scrunched her eyebrows.
“How astute,” she said. “You’re an insightful one. Perhaps our cultural divides won’t get in the way of connection. You’re not as mechanical as I would have thought you to be.”
“And you’re not all as primitive as I would have thought you to be,” said Nickel.
“I wouldn’t use that word.”
“What- primitive?” said Nickel.
“Yes,” said Elder Hawk. “To you-.” She pointed at Nickel with ehr left hand. “- I am primitive. To me I am enlightened. You are not. You are trapped in the Past World. You are trapped in the objective and the mechanical.”
“Well………….,” began Nickel. He stood straighter and walked a few steps towards Elder Hawk. His mind was flowing with his own reasoning. His movement and focus was no longer limited to survival and escaping imminent and unpredictable danger. “…….To me, I am enlightened by a culture of science and technology, while you are trapped in a culture without science and technology.”
Elder Hawk lowered her head and smiled at Nickel.
“Very good,” she said. “Through discourse- through being blunt, we have reached double truths. Both perspectives hold truth in our own minds. What I am to you is what you are to me.” She cocked her head to her left. “Now, let’s try to see the edge in each other’s pasts. I’ll go first.” She straightened her neck. “Your world’s technology allows for a greater expansion of human knowledge. You come from a world that is vast, intricate and industrious. There is power in that.” Her eyes turned into small slits. She cocked her head to her left again, peering at Nickel. He understood that she was waiting for him to speak.
“Your culture is connected to this landscape. This landscape is hostile and confusing and you’re connected to it in a way that Steve, Farrul and I aren’t. I feel attracted to your connection with each other and this environment. I’m attracted to your……….. minimalism and lack of technology. It’s fascinating………….and liberating.”
There was a sinking feeling in Nickel’s chest. He wondered if in his confession, he was forsaking his past and everything he thought he knew in his upbringing. He was afraid of…………changing. Yet, there was a buzzing in his mind- a thrill at discovery that occurred as he spoke his words. The dread and excitement combined in an unsettling mood of shock that transfixed him in terror and awe. His eyes widened as he stared straight ahead. His limbs trembled and his heart pounded.
Elder hawk moved her neck upright and closed her eyes.
“Do not fear boy,” she whispered. She moved her head back, leaning against the wall. “Your path will become clearer………….but always know………..knowledge comes with a price………..the truth kills!” she said snarling her last three words. Her whole body slumped and her head fell onto her right shoulder. Her back slid down against the wall. Drool trickled out of her open mouth and she snored loudly.
Nickel felt himself relaxing- the tension of confrontation wearing away as he realized Elder Hawk was asleep.
